You think she will get the message?

I haven't seen my crush in a month and i miss her because we are really close. But she has alot of friends that she likes to hangout with and i feel as though i'm slowly losing her and is saddens me inside. Sometimes i feel that she is starting to love her friends more than i do but the fact that I in love with her deeply keeps me going. She does think i'm hot as well as sweet,kind,nice etc and she said she would always be there for me and she will always be close to me. Those words help me to continue loving her. Earlier today I talked to her and said that I wrote a poem for cl and I wanted her to read it to see what she thinks but It's not really for a cl, it's really about her that i wanted her to read hoping that she would get the message how my life would suck without her. Do you think she would figure that it might be about her?